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| for some weird reason i feel so overly "musical" these few days. i can
suddenly play stuff i never could have played before. its weird. hence
describing my new layout. anyways...i found out i really still havent
restored my faith in guys yet. really whenever i think about a
possibility, i always end up contradicting myself. after so many years
of living like this, i think i subconsciously got hurt without even
knowing it. of course i knew part of it, but another part of me kept on
dying because of the false hope i always got. the only one to blame is
myself since i never got over it and i never voiced it out. its not
depressing right now, but it just makes me seem so alone. in
university, life is ever-changing and i see different people every day.
its never the constant people who i can hang out with every time i am
free, and its not every time i am free that there is somebody to hang
around. its really a test of independence and its just weird. life
takes such drastic turns at some moments, and sometimes, i must say i
do miss carter a little bit. just the fact that i was with a constant
group of people seemed to make my life more balanced. now? my life is
filled with practicing piano almost whenever i am free. there are times
when i call a friend out if they are free as well, but my best friend
and most constant friend at the fac is probably the pianos in the
practice room. and its not bad really, since it does make me get
better. and now maybe hopefully i can successfully transfer to
performance next year. i don't even remember the last time i sat in
front of a piano for 4 hrs nonstop without getting tired. and all this
just because i wanna get into performance. this better be worth it. i
passed my theory test..so at least i am "theory-free" this year. i
guess that is good enough for now. on another hand, im looking forward
to the lang lang concert on saturday. it'll probably be really good.
but compared to yundi li?
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| just watched the fireworks from first markham place from my window and
took some pictures. they are SO pretty that i really wanted to share.
to see more, please go to:
http://photobucket.com/albums/v495/lengmui/FMP%20Fireworks%202005/
for now, my fav pics:
the view from my apartment unit
prettiness
where the star came from, i have no idea. i saw it as fireworks..but my cam saw it as sumthin else.
if u wanna see more, go to the above link. =)
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| these 2 days were pretty good. i seem reaquainted with my past a bit
more now that i see more people on campus. yesterday went to roy
thompson to pick up the tickets for lang lang, and it turned out that
it wasnt at the box office. so i had to go to the tso box office and
find where the hell to pick them up. made me around half an hour late
for theory so i just skipped it. then just hung around in the library
reading my java stuff and left for my comp lab around half an hour
early. but THEN, on my way to harthouse circle, i see DAVE! wow lol i
havent seen him since grad. he was looking for me cause he lost my cell
but sumhow we got to the intersection at the same time. so he walked
with me to bahen and we just sorta chatted and listened to his
ringtones in bahen when i waited for my lab. was nice seeing old
friends again though. there were so many ppl in my life that it seemed
so different all of a sudden.
not much happen today. for a rundown: was late waking up but sumhow got
to school early o_O;; then had my history tutorial which was equally as
boring as last week, then rushed to computer and was late as always.
end of morning classes so i just sat around to read my java stuff
waiting for those library sessions to start. and that session really
talked abt nothing i didnt know. the reference librarian already taught
me everything from that session like a week ago, so what a waste of an
hour. then waited an hour for melissa to get off from school to get to
pizza hut to catch up. so caught for abt an hour and a half talking abt
her "sketchy guy" lol. went back for piano lesson, and what d'ya know,
Lysenko actually said the exposition part of my sonata was really good!
yay =) long story short, piano lesson ended, got home...now. not an
amazingly special day, but there were some parts that were nice ^.^ oh
and i forgot... i wrote my 2 cantus firmus' =D yes nothing beats the
cantus firmus......... as matt says, "this is not even composing. its
writing with rules". so true so true
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